Post by X-23 on Dec 18, 2006 16:24:33 GMT -5
I have to keep a journal now as part of schooling. I said that I don't want to because I don't like writing, but I have to anyway. They said they would read it, and I said fine because I don't ever plan to. I don't like reading either.
It's all a waste of time. I want to fight more, they don't teach me enough about it like they did in the other program. I wish it hadn't blown up. It wasn't that I liked it, but I got to fight a lot more there. The tests here are boring if they don't involve fighting. Mental stuff; I hate mental stuff. Who cares why I think what I think? Thoughts are just distractions. I guess I think differently from other people because they seem so interested in my head. Brains are only good for telling your muscles what to do. Past that they're just another place to be wounded.
It hurts the worst, too. It's different than being stabbed or shot somewhere else. The feeling you get is pretty much the same in all your limbs. Not that bad. Until you get around the torso area, that hurts. If I were good enough, it wouldn't hurt. Sensei says that there is no way to teach the brain not to register pain. That makes me angry. That's why the brain is so useless; it just causes weakness.
It's all a waste of time. I want to fight more, they don't teach me enough about it like they did in the other program. I wish it hadn't blown up. It wasn't that I liked it, but I got to fight a lot more there. The tests here are boring if they don't involve fighting. Mental stuff; I hate mental stuff. Who cares why I think what I think? Thoughts are just distractions. I guess I think differently from other people because they seem so interested in my head. Brains are only good for telling your muscles what to do. Past that they're just another place to be wounded.
It hurts the worst, too. It's different than being stabbed or shot somewhere else. The feeling you get is pretty much the same in all your limbs. Not that bad. Until you get around the torso area, that hurts. If I were good enough, it wouldn't hurt. Sensei says that there is no way to teach the brain not to register pain. That makes me angry. That's why the brain is so useless; it just causes weakness.
